I Have No Words

I Have No Words

I have no words,
To tell this poor page,
My true pain inside,
That people have cause me.

I have no words,
To express my confusion,
That lies deep within,
And shatters my heart.

I have no words,
To tell this small world,
How I really feel,
And who I really am.

I have no words,
To say why I can't,
Can't seem to trust anymore,
And why I choose not to.

I have no words,
To say why I scream,
Or to say why I cry.
I just know I do.

I have no words,
To describe my heart.
The bruises that it wears,
Or the pieces that it's in.

I have no words,
To describe my love,
That I gave to you,
Before you tore me apart.

I have no words,
To say why I still care.
Or why I don't hate you.
And why you don't care.

I have no words,
For the pain,
That you have put me through,
And are putting me through again.

I have no words,
To explain why you lied.
All I know is that,
All I wanted was you.

I have no words,
Why? I have no clue.
I'm confused and lost,
And can't find my way out.