Forgive and forget me

These marks are just a symbol of my love
Deeper and deeper I cut for you
Only to find out your love was a fake

For all the tears I have cried for you
You never saw any of my pain

I would die for you even then you wouldn't understand
So that is why I am here, waiting for your train to come with a gun pointing to my head

Thinking back to our times of fun filled with laughter and joy
I am waiting for you to say you're sorry, for all the hurtful things you have said

The train arrives
I have no time to think things over
I see your face and start to scream

You look at me with horror in your face
And then pretend you dont know me
Everything is silent

I look at you and you look away
'I loved you'
I screamed out
'and look what I am doing for you'
I let out a cry of pain
I pull the trigger
While looking into your deep blue eyes

I gave up my life for you that night
So you could be happy again
I will forgive you
But I will never forget you for these scars on my arms contain the love I still have for you.