Fool

I'm just a fool
A fool in chains
A broken fool
Un-loved, nothing gained
A betrayed fool at that

So dig my grave, dig it deep
Carry my body and throw it in a heap
Or scatter my ashes into your hands
Spit on them, stamp on them
Turn them into diamonds
Sell them cheap
For the worthless fool I am

I'll carry this burden
Till the end of time
My words equal up as
Just a silent mime

Bury me away from here
A million miles away
So alone I cannot be broken anymore
In myself I stay

I still love you
In a way that feels strange
Things aren't like they used to
Things got between us

I guess I was stupid to think
Everything would be ok
But real feelings are beginning to leak out of me
I can't pretend everythings fine now

I will still love you
Even though it's hard
Things have happened
And I don't even know if things can be like they were

But I hope so
Coz in the end
It'll all get ahead of me
Maybe it's something no person can mend

I'm just a doll
A doll with no beauty
A doll pushed out of a perfect picture
A doll gathering dust
A doll that remains unused

So bury me away from here
A million miles away
So alone I cannot break anymore
In myself I stay.