Letting go

Hold me tight, i beg you not to let go
for tonight is the night, that i finally know

its time to leave, and go where im welcome
the place we know as a wonderful heaven

from the cuts that come and go
to the sadness that proceeds to show.

this is my life and its hard to hold
so hold me tight tonight, please dont let go

when you hug me its all the world in my arms
but when you let go im sure to selfharm

i know you dont want me, your love for me is just gone.
and im letting go now, you wont hurt long

but here are some words, surrounded in red.
i have loved you with each liquid that i have bled