Depression Equals Death

I need a friend
i am so alone
i want my life to end
ill never make it on my own
no one understands me
no one seems to care
i wake up and say good morning and noones even there
i was so stupid to think i had a wonderful life
i go in the kitchen and grab a knife
a tear rolls down my face
the cold hard memories i had inside
runs through me like a race
i take a deep breath and i say goodbye
i pull the kinfe back and i push it inside
blood falls down my fingers
pain inside my head
i think soon the pain will end and i will be dead
i lay there and i cry
the pain hurts deep inside
soon my worlds starts to black out
and i can no longer see my room
then i think the time has come im going to a better place soon...