there's somethings on my mind that I'm finding hard to express.I've tried and I've to get them off my chest.but most of these things i cant control,so i put them on hold.i hold them in so long to the point i get frustrated and stressed,so i get depressed from all these things.but no one can tell because i don't show it,though i seem to be happy I'm really not.i smile in your face and i cry behind your back.i pull it off so smoothly you couldn't tell by the way that i act.i pray on my knees to god and i ask for his help,because i believe I've done my best so i asked him to help me with the rest.i heard him whisper to me"Ive been right here with you the whole time,I'm your Saviour"
4/11/06
