I have moved on with my life
I tried to tell myself that I'm over you
Conscious tell me that it's over
Then how come my heart aches
Like blades going through my heart, repeatedly
Unseen pain, tearing my inner self apart
I now play with other people heart
Not with purpose but with vengeance
One who plays back
Second who cried wanting me back
Third punishing my purpose of vengeance
I finally realize that I am suffering
No one's fault but my own
Why am I allowing myself to suffer
When you already allow someone to take over my position,
Within a period of time
I cried, I ached, I suffer and made mistakes
I've also allow myself to fall too deep for you
Less than twenty days we've shared
Maybe 'tis me who remember them
That I've allow those days to be precious to me
Enjoyed the moment then move on
Don't look back, all is a game
No rules, no meaning, nothing
I have written many memories into my heart
Wishing I could return them to you and tell you...
They hurt me by giving me unbearable pain
Time heals pain, but love also heals pain
No, I don't believe love heals at all
Because it brought me an experience I'm having trouble accepting
I close my eyes, hoping I would forget everything
However, it's sticking to me not leaving
Pain; Stress; Hearth-aches; Anger
I'm emotional everyday
I saw myself fading away
I am not what I was before
It makes my stomach sick to think of you
You sharing memories with someone already
Angriness rushed in, blinding me from whatever I was trying to do
Day by day pass; night through night fading
I feel myself healed
Why am I suffering? Because I love you
Deeper than it's suppose to be
Time heal, bit by bit with patients
I will be healed, slowly and painfully
Inside, I still never regretted
If the choice was to be made again;
My only wish is that we have started earlier
I am stronger now, I can let you go
Because you broke my heart
Walking away with a smile, without looking back or saying goodbye
Game Over
End it, end it now!
