Victimization

I wish i could tell you
everything what is in my mind
i don\'t wanna see you again
i don\'t want you to find

and alone in my night
my brain is screaming:
\"i victimized my heart\"
but i\'m not able to die
and still here is question why
we can\'t fly, away just like birds
into the night
and mure our sorrow in the moon

i\'m sorry for this what i will write
i love you more than anyone else
i don\'t care about things they say
i will go away, leave me alone i hate you
i need her more than your aid
your hand please hold me

and when sky is ensanguined by blood of angels
they will divorce my heart from your smile
be happy here, just be like you are
i will stand right here