Forgive me...

The need to escape, run
Away from all these things
These mishaps, mistakes, and the
Consequences they bring

To allow, let be, ignore
Is it excusable in love?
Wouldnâ??t care and compassion reign?
To say enough is enough?

So I have sinned for this
To just let it slip my mind
Let your mistake just be there
But it never stays behind

Not ones like these, they stick
O, they always stay a while
And now they seem to reappear
Erasing my allowing, along with my smile.

It hurts each infamous event
I tend to let it seep from my eyes
In a pool of anger and regret
As you let seep your lies

So now I pay for forgetting
With the loss of my hearts beat
I must keep shouting to be heard
and through pain and anger I cant retreat.