Never Good Enough!

Here she is feeling miserable and blue,
Wanting help but not knowing what to do?
The darkness she sees from every angle,
Is killing her slowly with a small strangle.

All she's ever wanted was to be loved and cared,
Is it too much to ask or to be shared?
She's always left out and always neglected,
Never really known, what they expected?

"She needs to get involved more", is what they always say,
But how can she? If she doesn't look forward to the day.
They have always been the reason to what she feels inside,
They have never realised how much she's cried.

Being different isn't an excuse,
It's her choice and up to her to choose.
Understanding her, is what they all lack,
Not knowing where she's heading or on what track.

She cannot stand their ignorance or their pretend,
Her feelings haven't changed or are ever coming to an end.
If only they felt everything she feels,
And if only they dealt with everything she deals.