Letting go

I would give anything for you
I would die and die again!
These words I PROMISE are true!
And you feel like a best friend...

You turned my life around
In ways you'll never understand!
When i was falling down,
You came and took my hand...

I think about you day and night
And i pray that you are OK
Even when I'm not feeling alright
I make sure you are getting through the day...

Words cannot express what you mean,
So there's no use in explaining...
You're like a drug and I'm on a feen,
And i know i won't see you in the time left remaining...

I've tried and tried ....
To let you know how i feel...
But it seems that everything has died,
And this hurts too much to be real...

If you don't want me around,
I told you to JUST TELL ME!
Listening to no single sound
Isn't the answer I'm wanting...

I know you're really busy,
And my heart is in pain...
While I'm starting to get dizzy
I'm realizing this is too much to maintain...

So i want to tell you this
I'm finally letting go
And you are someone i will miss
But the pain in me is starting to show

So when i see you pass by
Just keep going like it's nothing
And i won't question why
Because this is what I'm wanting...