A Little Thing

You were the only thing pushing away my pain
You were the only one allowing my gain
And as I walk away tonight
I walk away not in spite but in fright

I fear that you won't even care
That if I turn around I'll find you're not there
I wish that you felt the same way for me
But you seem so blind, how can you not see

I try so hard to let you know
What the day refuses to let me show
To let you know that when I cry
I cry for you, so you'd know the lie

I want to be with you
Everyone sees it in all I do
And when you look at me I feel
That caring is not, from you, real

So with this razor I pledge my love
As it pierces my skin and out rolls blood
That no matter what no matter who
I'll always be in love with you

If I cut myself to deep
Into my clothes the blood will seep
I'll be dead and then I'll know
Did you actually care or was it all just a show