Cross my Heart, Hope to die

Cross my heart,
Hope to die,
â??Cause if I do,
I wonâ??t have to bleed this lie,
Away from my misery,
Apart from my pain,
Away from this world,
Of ever apparent pain,
I try my hardest,
I really do,
Every day and every night,
To please you,
But this world we live in,
Doesnâ??t really harbor happiness,
All it harbors,
Is insanity and madness,
Is it really so,
Do you really want me to die,
To leave my friends behind,
To listen to them weep,
And cry,
Canâ??t you hear,
Iâ??m shouting to you for help everyday,
Whilst you go about you life,
The very same way,
Iâ??ve been shouting for so long,
And no oneâ??s paid attention,
So Iâ??ll plunge my soul into,
Permanent isolation,
Desecration,
Annihilation,
Self-Mutilation,
Darkness builds and builds,
Walls fall down,
Your might society,
Crumbled to the ground,
Cross my heart,
Hope to die,
For if I do,
I wonâ??t have to bleed this lie.