My suicide

I hate my life
I hate you all
I wish I could die
and let it all go,
But something is holding me back from that road.
I PRETEND to be happy,
and I try not to cry,
but the truth is I'm dying and crying inside!
I know you dont care,
I know I am nothing,
but all I want to be is somebody's something..
All I can hear is the sound of my heart breaking,
and all I see is the world around me shaking.
Tears hide behind my eyes,
and my soul slowly dies.
and then I realize,
This is my suicide.