Abused love

When I let you into my life
I had no idea you would be like a kinfe
Cutting into my soul and heart
Hurting me, breaking me apart
If I had known you would hurt me so much
If I had known I'd be burned by your touch
If I had know all the pain that you'd put me through
If I would have known I'd never have let you
I believed your lies, and now I'm in pain
You treated our relationship just like it was a game
You don't care that you cut me deep
You don't care that you made me weep
If I want to be happy I will have to pretend
Can I ever love again?