The marriage

Should we live this marriage to the end?
Should we just continue to pretend?

Where are all those gone by years?
That was filled with heartbreak, fears and tears

We met when we were in our youth
Convinced we would live upon the truth

I gave you my trust, soul and heart
Before we had even made our start

I lived in a life cocooned
only find my life was doomed

I tried to make you understand
We were standing on equal land

I cried and cried and shouted loud
We may as well have stood in a crowd

You always managed to arrange
The awkwardness of feeling strange

You tried to tell me I was your life
When you could not even treat me as your wife

Even when I gave you babies
My life was full of if, what, maybes

We tried to build a house to live
If only you could of learnt to give

I have to go now but I am feeling lost
It as not come without a cost

Because your heart is made of stone
I made the right choice to go alone