Thoughts

Tears of sadness stream down her face
Wonders of leaving without a trace
With her mind in outer space
Dreams of pink satin in lace

Love forever walked away
"Sorry child I cannot stay"
Always says she's OK
On a bed, dead she lays

Thoughts of fear enters her heart
No one to love from the start
Inside she feels torn apart
What was sweet now is tart

Mourning from only the beginning
A sacred song she's always singing
From the life now she is living
From this life now she's leaving

From a cliff now she jumps
Her adrenaline now it pumps
She always felt like a bump
The life she lead was a dump

This trigger that now she pulls
Taking her mortal soul
Now that everyone already knows
That is how the story goes

Whose this girl do you see?
Would you guess who is she?
Would you guess this is me?
Would you know anything?

Thoughts of suicide
Sometimes I wish to die
Though all I do is sit and cry
Telling myself the ultimate lie

Thoughts of fear roll through my head
As I lay on a blood drenched bed
No one cares, as they once said
Thoughts of suicide now I'm dead