Please

Please don't, please stop what your doing
i feel my skin crawling with every word your saying
i can feel it now, your fingers pressing on my skin
and it burns, it burns like a raging fire
its making me sick knowing that I'm your desire
please, please don't

my memory relapses and my chest tightens up
its closing in round my lungs and i cant breathe
i can feel your cold hand clenched tightly round my heart as you kill me with every step and breath you take

my lip quivers and i shake
i feel you here with every living moment, even when I'm not awake
i cant shake this depression off
I'm struggling to breathe and keep life up and going while you walk in and expect it to be ok
like it never happened
and nobody knows
but you do
and i do
please, please stop pretending you love me
that you love me only in the way you should
please, don't, its killing me

i would say i want you gone
but i know that when you go nothing will change
you wont be here to hurt me in the way that you did
but you'll still be here in my head and I'll always be scared of you
so please, please don't.