Why should i scream? no one can hear.
why should i run? i can cut through my fears.
why should i hide? No one can see me.
why should i lie? this is what you expect me to be.
and though i know i'm broken up inside,
cutting again is my only way to hide .
You wonder how, I smile and i laugh.
But inside my soul is being ripped in half
i fake this smile and the forced laugh is just another act
to try and hide, cause deep inside i can't help remeber all i lack
so when you think of me remember a happy smiling face
don't think of the shadow that always took its place
and when you think of me don't think of my cutting, a way to hide
cause that was just a mask from me being broken up inside
