You wonder what has made me this way
but living to your expectations is all i can say
you wonder how there can be so much hate
so much unreal happiness is just a thing of fate
you say i had a really good life
soo why in the world do i take the knife
and slide it slowly through my wrist
and put my life in such a twist
well i don't really know its so hard to explain
the only thing i know is there's no one to blame
i guess it had something to do with feelings so deep inside
it must have felt tlike they cam e form a past life
but all i know for sure is i can never quit
this addiction is worse than a ciggarette thats lit.
