This girl....

You see her walking down the halls
she seems perfectly happy
to bad no one can see its an act
fake smile and fake laughs
this girl should be an actor
you'd never guess this girl's secret
she's dying and no one seems to care
this girl is living her worst nightmare
her family doesn't want her, she's a bother
she alienated all of her friends
her self esteem is completely gone
sometimes she feels like the ugliest girl in the world
but no one knows her game
her mother is so oblivious she See's the signs she just doesn't care
this torn teenager is playing a deadly game
and she may never return
when things are bad, and the pain is so unreal
she goes into her room and opens a drawer
inside this drawer lyes a white box
this box contains her deadly secret
five razors rest in the bottom of the box
this girl's secret is she takes the razor to her wrist
she no longer has control
no one notices these marks
hidden by sweatshirts or bracelets
she just wishes someone would notice
someone to care
do you know how i know about this girl?
because this girl, she is me