Razor and Me

It felt good to refresh an old memory
Where it was only the razor and me
It felt good to bring an old friend back to life
I knew it couldn't be a forever goodbye
It felt good to sit up against that wall
and put that razor back to my arm and give it my all
It felt good to create the cuts
and to watch all the blood
It didn't feel good to remember the tears
and how the blurriness starts to appear
It didn't feel good to realize there will be new scars
and a new secret hidden away far
It didn't feel good to bring back all the old memories
of only the razor and me