Dont judge me

It may be wrong to take an unborn life
but you don\'t know what kind of life i live about my everyday fight
you don\'t know how scared i am ..with my family being the way they are
and you don\'t know how i feel about this and just how hard
i don\'t know what I\'m going to do ... i just need some help ..
i don\'t know if i should take my life along with his as well
i don\'t know what kind of scars this will leave if i have an abortion like a plan ...
i don\'t know if i ever again could trust having sex with a man

...I\'m freaking the ...*** out !!!! i just turned 15 last month