You did this

There's nothing you can do,
there's nothing you can say,
you broke my heart & now I'm slipping away,
it's out of my control,
I'm in too much pain,
it can't get any worse,
nothing to lose, and
nothing to gain,
i told you my heart can't take it anymore,
now do you believe me,
you lied to me baby,
you said you'd never leave me,
but you did and now I'm dying,
i can't stop crying,
i have no purpose in this pointless thing they call a life,
so you know what,
fcuk it,
where'd i put that knife,
once i wouldn't do this,
end my own life,
you made me something different,
made my life worth it,
gave me a reason to stay,
but baby now that I'm going,
do you see what you have done?
it's too late for sorry,
so don't even try,
you brought this on yourself, and
now I'm about to die!!