Real

She can hear them talking and spreading lies
she cant ignore it no matter how hard she tries
the scars on her wrists, the tears on her face
she feels so alone and so out of place
she bites her lip and tries not to cry
she hates this life, she just wants to die
as soon as she gets home she picks up her knife
she's lost all hope of a better life
she lays there crying on her bed as thoughts of suicide fill her head
they tell her to endure it, they tell her to be strong
but how is she supposed to do that when everything goes wrong?
she closes her eyes in an attempt to block the thoughts out
but today she feels too much anger,self pity, frustration,and doubt
so she gets down on her knees and prays for the strength make it through
cuz she knows that no matter what he's the one she can always turn to
she gets up,smiles, and looks in the mirror and for the first time in a long time
the smile on her face
IS REAL