Reality checkered flag,
came down tonight
what i thought was bad
became better than right
people, places, everything focused
all hazy and almost gone
this darkness I've cornered myself into
feels like forever, prolonged
so lost and deep, my mind is rotten
and now i think I've kind of forgotten
all the things i used to do
cared about,but it just doesn't cut it now
I've got to be brave, but i don't know how
i feel so trapped, so alone and miserable
so tired and helpless, so unable to decide...
