The girl in the water

I stare into the dark cold water.
I don't know who it is,
that person starring back at me.
it's someone I don't know,
a stranger in this world.
that girl that's in the water,
it can't possibly be me.
she's scared and so alone.
she doesn't know just were she's going,
has no idea who she is.
this girl cries herself to sleep,
and dreams of only darkness.
this girl that's in the water,
is looking right through me.
she sees who I really am,
she sees right past the mask.
this girl she scares me,
because only she will ever know,
only she will know who I am inside,
underneath all the lies and secrets.
Who is this girl looking up at me?