My bio loser

You cant comprehend,
my feelings of dislike.
A feeling only felt,
in a true form.
I cant stand you,
I hate you.
You need to understand,
I am in control now.
You cut off my life.
My love, my way of growing up.
Just back off,
I don't want you here.
You hurt me,
I am only what I can be.
I am nothing more,
I forget my true color.