I found myself

I'm sitting here,

starring deeply,

i whisper to myself,

i don't need this,

this girl,

who blames me,

for her stupidity,

well guess what,

your part of my memories,

the ones I'm erasing ,

I'm grabbing my grip.

on my awesome life now,

with my best friends who care,

who are really there,

everything is changing,

i finally realized,

theres nothing i can do,

i cant hold back,

i tried to hold on it tight,

but now I'm letting it go,

I'm gone,

its all nothing but an erased memory,

I'm now happy as can be,

the person when all my friends got to know me first,

i wanna be that friend,

who isn't depressed,

from the past,

even from haunted memories,

of me n my suicidal buddy,

you my best friends,

showed me,

my life,

its great,

but its not cause I'm changing,

its because you being my friend,

completed me,

helped me change,

who made me who i am today,

are you ready laura?

as i say to myself,

i say no,

but i know this is my chance to prove u all wrong,

that i will be great,

maybe i have been all along,

but I'm not sure,

i look myself in the mirror,

what do i see,

is a monster like b4?

No,

its me,

the girl i use to be,

but i lost her ,

from a monster,

the monster took her away for awhile,

she found her way back to me,

i can believe it,

I've missed you,

I'm starting to cry,

the monster changed you,

yet now your here,

it left us,

our smile is great,

as we look at each other,

put our heads down,

rise them back up,

you look at me,

and say let me help you,

i have the other side,

of your broken heart,

we put it together,

now its whole,

the depression cracks,

not smashed in two,

its together,

now I'm great,

never better,

and i never ever could of made it without you,

my best friend,

thank-you,

you've taught me a lot,

now we will fight side by side,

cause i know your here,

n theres no way I'm going any where,

see you soon,

Ur best friend forever,

Laura