Hurt..is that when your at the last level, where you feel like your heart is broken well actually smashed, where you cant bring your self up, when u get out of bed, n u dreamed you two were together or again, or saw that persons face one more time, your feet touch the ground, u get so weak, u fall to your knees, wondering what the hell? WHAT DID I DO? DID I HURT YOU GOD? is this why this pain in me,
is so called being hurt, or is hurt, when you constantly cry, n u try to not show it so u cover it up but the make up makes it all worse? where u decided if the pain makes you hurt so much, could u use something to replace it all? make it all feel better? slitting just to watch your blood drip down would it make the pain to hurt? or burning your self so u can see the pain on the outside too?
how about smoking? so when you smoke to much that u become a pot head, n are never sure of what your truly seeing? or maybe the drinking could make it all go away? u drink so much you can concentrate? that the truth comes out with out even knowing it? or make you puke so much that you could feel stronger about ourself? or not eating to prove that the pain is real so u can show them the pain inside
shows on the outside too? Maybe these will all become hobbies, if these are hobbies, and they are part of our lives, like sports, like WHOA! she just had the deepest cut, he was right behind, yet she just ended her life, does all these go with the news too? i guess so, but how come as soon as you die, it all becomes reality, n so real, n life seems like living for, wen u see ourself of TV even if
your dead or alive, if this can all lead to pain, n i guess if this is What hurt means, then yes i can finally say, i do hurt, i hurt everyday, I look up to you now n speak, I'm A Hurting Machine, release the hurt from within and call it pain, cause I'm sorry to say but this is hurt, the real reality of life..Hurt
