Hidden Away

Stab me in the stomach
Stab me in the chest
Donâ??t worry I can take it
Just do your very best

All this confusion
All this dreaded hate
Let this be an illusion
Of which that I create

Donâ??t know what to do
Donâ??t know how to feel
To think of me and you
Will my soul heal?

Recalling my past
As I start to think
Pain forever lasts
As I start to sink

Smiles laughter happiness
Which help me hide
The real pain and sadness
The things which I cant decide

Long sleeves hide the scars
My body in a disguise
I wear my mask
My plastic smile

Iâ??m haunted again
By my lonesome nights
They taunt me again
Again lose my fights

The blade I crave
I see blood pour down
Which I try and save
Before I drown