Behind my bright eyes

My eyes are always dazzling
I look so blissful
But, i hide my inner emotions

I am sorrows child.
I'm broken up inside.
Sometimes i cry, but ,
no one can see behind my bright eyes
sometimes i feel so numb.

I remembered the days
when i had no worries,
and when my father read me
bedtime stories.

I am always furious.
But only I can understand
only what i feel...
My death is my salvation....
from my dreadful life.

So now you know my story...
and when you look into my bright eyes
look deeper....and you'll understand
that,
my life's a misery..