False Happiness

A smile fills my face
Laughter spills from my lungs
Yet I am overcome by emptiness
And sorrow spreads throughout

How do you not see my pain?
Its hiding behind my bubbly personality
Do you avoid the look in my eyes?
They stare at you with a desire to be needed

Just one true friend
Thats all I am asking for
Yet they always seem to disappear
And I am left once again alone

Why dont you see Im not trying to hurt you?
I care, so I wont let you throw your life away
How can you say I was never there?
I sat with you through your depression and heartbreaks

I am only asking for an ounce of concern
For you to be there for me
Yet you sit there changing the topic
And I sit there and bottle my feelings

How do I hide these emotions so well?
I have been doing it for years
Am I trying to fool myself?
Trying to forget the pain I have been put through

I should just give up
Stop caring for those who have blocked me out
Yet you cant get rid of me that easy
i will always being there because i care

plz comment!!! i will do the same