Thats How I Feel

I feel out of place so many times
The only thing that soothe's me.....these rhymes
Time flies, comes back and sometimes stands still
Memories get me through but even that sometimes time can steal
The sadness, the not knowing, Why am I here?
The silence, the frustration........that is my fear
The world around me just does not seem real
But then again thats just me
Thats how I feel