When they find out what I do, they treat me really bad. They do not want to talk to me, or
discuss the friendship that we had. But they only judge what they see. If they knew the
reason why I caused myself the pain, they would not laugh when I cried, they would not try
to make me feel ashamed. I try really hard to fit in and still look, act, and dress like I
want to. But all these things they ask just make me ask myself who? Why do they
want to change me and turn me into one of them, when all I want to do is look in the
mirror and see me, not there eyes starring back into my eyes. What will they do when I
tell them I want to die? Just judge what they see?
