Delicate Words

Im longing for your touch..
and forever thinking of what could have been.
i regret everything i\'ve said..
so i\'ll bleed into a new scene.

im wishing i could be in your arms..
and im wondering if im better off dead.
yet im realising that this is all real..
as i wipe away every tear i\'ve shed.

if i don\'t make you feel anything at all..
try and keep me away from the knife.
tell me that this isn\'t what you want,
and i\'ll walk right out of your life.

im trying my best to be rid of the memories
but thoughts of you, can\'t escape my mind.
i can\'t seem to find the reason for my existance,
instead it is your delicate words, that i find.

i hate waking up everyday, without you..
i hate the fact that someone else has captured your heart.
you\'re giving her everything you\'ve ever known,
and knowing this, is tearing me apart.

i shouldn\'t have made you wait so long..
i should have let you love me,
i just need one more chance to live again..
i just need one more shot, at making you see.

my heart is bruised from caring so much
that it isn\'t even worth saving.
i just want to smile again.. i just want to live..
your affection, i am craving.