Sitting here wishing I was someone else
Somewhere else.
Dreaming of a me where forgetting isn't living
Waiting for death
Just killing painful time.
Waiting for sleep to take me
Surviving by not feeling,
Getting by a second at a time
But every pointless minute passes so slowly.
Knowing you are the main source of your pain
Knowing that the depression comes from within
Knowing its all self inflicted,
But knowing that you won't change
Sadness is all you have to live for
