A New Love From An Old Love

You want to know how long it will take,
Until you're allowed to be the one that will make my heart break,
But I will never be ready,
Because I'm still crying uncontrolably.

Stab me in the back again,
You're not the one that'll have to contend.
Nothing's alright,
I still cannot hide.

I've been here before,
I don't care anymore.
I'll tell you once more,
But eventually you'll find me lying on the floor.

I can't tell you anymore that I'm fine,
I will just inform you that my heart is mine,
And my tears have always been yours,
Even though now I only cry behind closed doors.

You say to come back to you,
But I'd be a fool,
I know that it would only be temporary,
For you and I to be We.

I'm going to stay alone,
And I want you gone.
So leave me to pick of the pieces of my shattered life,
And just let me end it by means of a knife.