Don't Tell Me I'm The One To Blame

I'm walking through something,
That isn't supposed to be.
Once I was blinded.
And now I feel like I see.

But you aren't standing there.
And I have left as well.
But you need to know something.
I think you know still.

I do still love you.
And I am sick of waiting.
All these years I have been left alone.
Still...I have been contemplating.

What we were was great.
And now there is someone new.
I know you think that they know,
But no one knows about me and you.

No one can take your place.
It goes for me too.
I know that you think we're over,
But it's not over when I'm still in love with you.

My vision has become so cloudy.
Because you're not the one I see.
My hearing has become nothing,
Because I'm not hearing your name.

And now I think I'm running away.
From something I can't hide from.
And now your telling me you hate me.
I am completely stunned.

I remember that stare.
I remember your kiss.
I just want you to come back,
That's my only wish.

You can't stop it from happening.
When it has already started.
But I don't want to love you,
And once again become broken hearted.

So please just tell me.
If your secret is the same.
If it is don't tell me,
That I'm the one to blame....