Why?

Call me insane call me crazy just because I'm the one everyone likes to blame I'm in a haze that i cant get out of and i try to shout but no one can hear me please help me but everyone just passes me by so i cut the flesh with a sigh the pain is too much can i ask why? the blood is so red but before i can face reality i hit the bed when i wake I'm in a puddle of blood all i can do is think about you why wont you save me don't you want me anymore or am i just a bore i cant see past all the lights they just appear to be moving so fast.so i slit my throat and with my last gasp i say i love you and i hope you wont forget i needed you and you just left me to die when i all i could do was gasp for air and try to ask why?