Real Feelings

I walk around in this world
every single day.
Walk around pretending
like everythings ok.

I have a smile
on my face at school.
It's so weird
how everyone's so easily fooled.

Because by the end
of every dreadful day.
I go to my room
feeling only pain.

A sparkling tear
rolls down my face.
I wipe it away
just in case.

Cause I don't want
anyone to know.
How I really feel
cause I don't want it to show.

I don't want people to see
that i miss him so much.
That at nights I cry
Cause I long for his touch.

We had so much love
for each other once before.
But I just came to realize
I love him even more.

I miss the way
he'd kiss me on the cheek.
How our hands
would always meet.

I miss the way
he'd hold me close.
The way he'd make
me smile the most.

But I have to face
the obvious facts.
That he is never
going to come back.

So I'll continue to walk
around like I'm fine.
Only shedding my tears
alone at night.

I really don't know what to do.

Thanks for reading my poem. Plz comment.