I Lost You. [[You'reGone.]]

I lost you that night
I lost you to the knife
Because you thought you had no one to talk to
You we’re so fed up with life.

I just wanna’ say one thing,
You’ve always, always had me,
You chose the knife instead
But hey, I guess that was how it was supposed to be

You should have known,
I’d always of been there
Whenever you were down
I’d of been there to care

You know how much it hurt to read your note?
You died thinking’ no one cared,
I’ve got a question.
What about all the love, secrets we shared?

Did that not count?
Could you not remember me?
While you were dragging it across your skin
Did you even think about how life would be?

If I didn’t have you?
What do I have to live for?
As I’m sitting here writing this
Knowing you’ll never read it my tears begin to pour.

I wanna’ give up so bad
But I made a promise to you to keep
And that’s what I’ll do
I’ll never think of pushing down so deep

Now you’re really gone
I have no one left to care
Do you even still care?
Your away from me you always said you be there.

I really can’t handle this
This is all to real
All the pain inside
It’s getting too much to feel

I’ll stop writing to you now
It’s pointless anyway,
I just want you to know I still love you
And will until my dying day.