Nothing Left To Do

When there is nothing left to do
but sit idly by.
To feel you insides wretch
as you watch them cry.

You feel as though your a ghost
Invisible by their side.
Although you want to help
they run from you and hide.

That smiling mask is cracking
its breaking on the edge...
You mind is about to dive
its standing on the ledge.

You can no longer help them
those many out there like you
You\'ve finally broken down
and theres nothing left to do.

You soul has finally turned black
it cant hold another stitch
Your heart is shattered to pieces
it wont again be fixed

You see the sad ones
that still have love\'s embrace
You just cant understand
why the tears streak down their face

You are alone and cold
yet tears are still unshed.
You feel so much pain though
so you cut yourself instead

Lonely is this world
when you see behind its masquerade
Some of us turn to drugs
and others turn to the blade

Either way we hate this
the ones who see the truth
we arent blinded by love and false hopes
we arent blinded by our youth

So when you have nothing left to do
but think about your life
if you have it hard like us
you may befriend the knife

But not all of us are weak
some of us make it out
You have to keep your hope
and discard all your doubt

I watched many friends
make it out into the light
But Im stuck her all alone
and nothing feels quite right.

I\'m cold and lonely
with nothing left to do
Suicide crosses my mind
and Im thinking of what I knew...