I Want To Be With You Dad

My heart is breaking,
Because you're not here,
The dad I loved,
Left me in a world of fear,

Living without you,
Is living in hell,
To see you again,
My soul I would sell,

I've tried for years,
To get over your death,
But thinking about you,
Leaves me short of breath,

My heart is breaking,
It gets worse everyday,
And I know without you,
It won't go away,

I can't live much longer,
Without you in my life,
My life's so distressing,
My life's full of strife,

I love you dad,
And I want you to be
As proud of me,
As you could possibly be,

I keep arguing with mum,
She makes me so mad,
And the tension it leaves,
Makes me so sad,

But I know if you were here,
Then this wouldn't be,
Because my life would be happy,
And happiness is key,

I love my mum to bits,
She's just like you,
And I hate it when we argue,
Because it's something new,

We've always been close,
Especially since you've gone,
But it just seems lately,
I don't know where she's gone,

She's always in a mood,
And snapping at me,
I don't know why she's changed,
This is not how she used to be,

I'm sick of my life,
Without you with me,
I'm sick of being alone,
I'm sick of being me,

I don't want to be here,
If you're not by my side,
If you don't come back soon,
I don't want to be alive,

I will sort it out,
So I'll be back with you,
I will leave my life behind,
I will no longer be feeling blue,

I will be with you dad,
And I'll be happy and free,
I'll be with you dad,
It's for the best you'll see,

I want to be with you dad,
Please say you'll let it be,
I want to be with you dad,
Do you want to be with me?