You saved me...dedicated to stazi

The memories the smiles the joys and laughs
The only times when our lives didn't look so bad
You know you're the only one who
Could make me not feel so alone and sad

You were the only one there
When I just wanted to die
But you wouldn't let me do it
You just couldn't say goodbye

So maybe this is MY goodbye
And it's aimed straight for you
I just can't take it anymore
Even though you've tried to help me through

It's getting too much to handle
It's almost too much to bear
It's so hard I just can't take it
Why is life so unfair?

I don't really want to do it
I just don't really have a choice
My heart is just not listening
I just don't have a voice

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You're lucky I'm smart
At least smart enough not to do it
I know in my heart...
I just know I must get through this

I thank god for you
Because you saved my life
And because without you
This broken girl would have died...