Vast Hole

I am falling in a vast hole

My life is falling apart

I lost my first love

To another

I keep crying

While my mascara keeps dripping

I fall asleep

With blood on bandages

For it bleed through

I look at it in the morning

Remembering how he hurt me

All I can do

Is become a puppet

And play that I am not hurt

As I keep falling in a vast hole