Abused

This is my story
it hold so much pain
i try to hold my head up high
but my efforts are in vein

you were all i Had
i held so much love for you
you promised me you loved me
but i didn't have a clue

you had a darker, violent side
and although you hid it well
that night you hit me
and threatened me not to tell

from that night on thing got worse
you hit me every day
you told me you would kill yourself
if i didn't stay

i can't believe i fell for it
and i don't know why i cared
but everything went bad to worse
when your anger suddenly flared

we Had been to a party
you'd had way to much to drink
then you got extremely jealous
and didn't even think

you hit me hard and knocked me down
so much anger in your eyes
you abusive nature
was causing me to die

but some how i pulled through
stronger than before
i went to the cops and told them
what you made me endure

but when i took you to the courts
you stood up there and lied
you said that i liked it
even thought id rather die

you got of all the charges
i went to the park alone
i felt safe, i grew up here
and i wasn't far from home

the next thing i knew you were there
with a cold hard gun to my head
you whispered "b**ch you shouldn't have told
then Bang, i was dead

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