Pain And Tears

I look at us and how long we been together..
All the arguments..All the pain and tears..
All the blood I have lost for you..
But yet..I'm still with you..
Why?..
Why am I..
I can't answer that no more..
Thought you were really the one..
But deep down inside I know something was wrong..
I was wrong, you never belong..
I was living an illusion...
Your so called true love wasen't real...
It didn't last, you lost me now...
Hurting me too long too often..
I'm slitting the rope that keeps us together..