Do I want to smile?

by MorbidCupcake   May 20, 2006


For days
Ive been under the pressure
Of getting let down by you
If I tell you youd
Probably never understand

Trying hard
Not to freak out
No matter what you would say
Even if you didnt feel that way
Til it was all over

Now that you said no
I will try hard
Not to cry
Now that you know
I wont fall apart
Cuz there are
Better things in life
I wont laugh
No, I wont cry
Still, do I want to smile

Rejection is basically
All I ever get
Denial just isnt worth it
Just isnt worth you, is it?
I tried so hard
Not to get hurt
But rite now
A broken heart
Again, is all I have left
Have left from you

Now that you said no
I will try hard
Not to cry
Now that you know
I wont fall apart
Cuz there are
Better things in life
I wont laugh
No, I wont cry
Still, do I want to smile

Are you sure?
The reason you hurt me
Was cuz inside
Youre just gay
Cuz thats what Im
Trying to believe now

Still no matter what
No matter what you would have said
Im gonna tell myself
Youre not worth it
You just missed out
On a great person
That now, youll never meet
So Ill paint a smile on
So you know, Ill be o.k.

Now that you said no
I will try hard
Not to cry
Now that you know
I wont fall apart
Cuz there are
Better things in life
I wont laugh
No, I wont cry
Still, do I want to smile

(C) 2006 *SONGWRITER129112*
......this is how my bff felt when someone she loved hurt her.....

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