Confusion fills my mind with doubt
makes me want to scream and shout
frustrating feelings are seeping out
and yet I don't know what I'm talking about
describing this feeling seems impossible
the lands of gray, they seem uncrossable
how can I solve these problems of mine
when I don't even see my own decline?
falling through the whole in my heart
I don't even know where I end or start
who is my enemy, who is my friend
who will be with me till the end?
please someone take my hand
and lead me through this treacherous land
a land where the numbness consumes the fear
and makes you feel that no ones here
Through the gray cloud a form emerges
takes my hand and with me urges
he tells me he loves me more than words can say
and if I endure, with him I'll stay
eternal happiness is in sight
I ignore the gray, the hurt, the fright
someone has saved me, maybe unseen
but real as a friend on whom I can lean
Thanking him I finally knew...
"Thank you Lord, I trust in you."
